This ride called life takes you on ups and downs, quick stops and long stops and detours. I can't stand detours because they are so unexpected. You can plan something for ages and in a matter of seconds something can change your whole aspect on life and screw up your agenda. In a matter of two days I will know if this grand master plan I had before I've moved back in with my mom will come into affect or come crumbling down on my head. Yeah I know...that's life but the structural dynamic of my relationship is depending on this. So I'm hoping everything goes in my favor for once in my life.